I realized coming back home that I have changed even though it's not visible to the human eye. I feel more mature, more grown up and i have a lot more confidence.
I use to have a lot of self-esteem issues which resulted in getting in bad relationships that didn't benefit me in any way. Since then I have learnt my lesson, men come and go and no one is going to save me ( no guy cares about emotional baggage and shitty drama, so deal with it). Before letting other loving you, i needed to love myself to understand the right kind of love i deserved.
I still feel a bit like a kid, I am unsure about certain things in my life and what i really want. But i have matured, I now cook for myself ( i never did it), clean my room and keep it tidy ( sometimes it can get messy but...) I manage my shopping, I don't engage in stupid behavior ( promiscuity, drinking heavily alcohol with random people, i don't even drink to be honest, or do drugs)
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