To tell you the truth, university has not been so great.
I had great expectations, I wanted it all. I was quite nervous at making friends and a bit anti social as a result. I was a bit lost and confused, and someone even managed to take advanatge...i disgress.
Like i said i thought going to university, especially mine, i would meet interesting and diverse people with great minds, and we would connect and spend the whole of the night talking politics. It didn't happen. Same ignorance than in highschool, few diverse people ( when i say diverse i mean ecletic and afrocentric people from africa, asia, latin america, third world i mean, not swedish, italian, or english people). I was disapointed to see so little africans or blacks should i say.
Living in an expensive city has been tough for me, i came close to be like dirt broke poor ( i am almost there right now but i am keeping my head outa the water :( )
And its hard out there, London has so many to offer but it can such a lonely lace for a shy girl like me
Sometimes going back to my room, i miss human presence especially when i hear my flatmates.
I am bit disappointed in uni experience, i expected more and i thought i d be super happy all the time ( i am finally independent and knowing can tell me nuthiiin!) I feel a bit disoriented and i regret being so shy, i wish i had been more outspoken. Oh life!
NB: no offense to swedish and italian people, i just didn't expect to see so many europeans
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